lil elf

im jenny

i really like mermaids

we were gonna hang out sunday but i think im afraid to be alone with him

im sad idk what to do can’t breathe at all
my relationship has been called abusive by everyone i know i just don’t know fuck he hung up on me today and i never called him back and then he called me and i didn’t want to talk so i was really benign and then i said i was busy
it hurts too goddamn much he says he’s not a monster, im just glass
and then he’ll tell me how sorry he is and then he sees red and it hurts i can’t deal with it anymore